|Patience: good-natured tolerance of delay or incompetence|
|Incompetence: lack of physical or intellectual ability or qualifications|
:a condition that is the inspiration for an activity or situation; "necessity is the mother of invention"
To be the best mother I can be to Kannon I must have above anything in this world, patience.
I must be patient with his behaviors.
I must be patient with his defiance.
I must be patient with the big picture here....that Kannon has little to no control over aspects of his life.
This all makes a recipe for such an opportunity.
My last post touched base on a bad day...one of many.
Today I wanted to share the outcome of such days.
|Introspection: the contemplation of your own thoughts and desires and conduct|
So this is where I am...today....not in a month.
I have realized the path I have chosen in this life is not an easy one.
I know that I chose Kannon, and he chose me.
I love that he trusted me enough to put his life in my hands.
I am frustrated that I cannot be on my "A" game every day.
I understand that without struggle and raw emotion I will not grow.
I like the definition I found of "mother"...:a condition that is the inspiration for an activity or situation; "necessity is the mother of invention"
I like to think of myself as a "condition", rather than something so concrete...at least in societies mind(s).
I like to know that I can affect someone...that I can be the inspiration for something of greater good.
I like to think that a true "mother" is by definition someone she has become out of inspiration...
I like to think of it all as one big constant circle of evolution...whether it be emotional or physical, we must evolve.
I think inspiration can come from almost anything...even a really bad day...when you pick yourself back up....
Out of necessity.